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It's only Monday...
Sep. 4th, 2006 11:57 amAnd already this is shaping up to be a really crappy week. How about we just cancel the week and stay in bed? Any takers?
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's fine I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am chained
Bound and broken on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
the perfect sky is torn
That's what's going on
Nothing's fine I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am chained
Bound and broken on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
the perfect sky is torn
The World Sucks.
Jul. 12th, 2006 06:27 pmI don't understand people. I don't understand how they can do some of the things that they do. I don't understand how someone can go into the house where a 28 year old pregnant woman and her nine year old son are and stab them to death. I just don't fucking understand it.
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Jul. 13th, 2004 09:55 pmI love my guinea pigs. They're such sweet pets. Faith is currently curled up on my lap purring away. It's amazing how when I'm feeling sad or have had a bad day that just cuddling with these two makes me feel so much better.
Happy birthday Kim! Sorry I didn't post earlier!
I don't understand people. I don't understand why people do the things they do. I don't understand why a mob of people could beat a 14 year old kid so severely he's now in a coma.
Happy birthday Kim! Sorry I didn't post earlier!
I don't understand people. I don't understand why people do the things they do. I don't understand why a mob of people could beat a 14 year old kid so severely he's now in a coma.
...and live with the animals.
There are just days when I feel like the human race in general is a horrible species.
There are just days when I feel like the human race in general is a horrible species.
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Aug. 22nd, 2003 09:13 pmFeeling much better now. I popped in a CD and laid down on my bed to take a nap and realized I didn't feel like sleeping either. So I set up my easel and worked on a painting for about an hour...can I just say how very wonderful it is to paint when you're depressed? Something about the brush stroking across the canvas and seeing colors appear...it's truly therapuetic. Hadn't done it in about a year, I'm sad to admit.
So I'm not longer depressed, but I'm not exactly happy either, if that makes sense. I've started to realize that...my life has no real purpose. I get up, I go to school, I go to work, I write. That's it. That's all there is. Occasionally I go to my friend's house and hang out for like an hour, or I read. Is that all there is to life, though? I'm sure there are people out there who lead quite satisfying lives...what's their secret?
So I'm not longer depressed, but I'm not exactly happy either, if that makes sense. I've started to realize that...my life has no real purpose. I get up, I go to school, I go to work, I write. That's it. That's all there is. Occasionally I go to my friend's house and hang out for like an hour, or I read. Is that all there is to life, though? I'm sure there are people out there who lead quite satisfying lives...what's their secret?
I've decided that I'm moving to Never, Never Land. Hey, Sis, you wanna come with me? :) We'll go to the happy land where we never have to grow up and we can fly and stuff. :D
Seriously. I finished my -last- paper that I had to write. I should be feeling MUCH more relieved than I am, but instead I'm sitting here feeling rather...disenchanted for a number of reasons, which I won't go into detail about here. Thank you, Demelza, for listening, I do feel better since we talked :)
I can't believe I'm graduating in two weeks. I'm really not very excited about it. Actually, I'm not feeling excited about anything...ah, screw it.
As my cousin frequently says, fuck the freeworld.
Seriously. I finished my -last- paper that I had to write. I should be feeling MUCH more relieved than I am, but instead I'm sitting here feeling rather...disenchanted for a number of reasons, which I won't go into detail about here. Thank you, Demelza, for listening, I do feel better since we talked :)
I can't believe I'm graduating in two weeks. I'm really not very excited about it. Actually, I'm not feeling excited about anything...ah, screw it.
As my cousin frequently says, fuck the freeworld.
Today sucked...
Mar. 17th, 2003 09:24 pmSo I go to work today. Remember how I said that I work as a secretary at this little place that sells forklifts and trailers? Okay, so my boss, a male, btw, went to go pick up some machines today. He comes back around noon in a totally pissy mood and unloads them outside and when he comes in, he doesn't say hello. Instead, he pours himself a cup of coffee and then informs me that he's irritated that I didn't bring him one. How the hell was I supposed to know he *wanted* a cup of coffee? Am I supposed to be a damned mind reader now?? I was like, whatever. I kept my mouth shut. I do that a lot and it's getting really old.
So then later, I'm hoping he'll let me go home early since he and his wife are both there and don't need me to answer the phones because they are quite capable of doing that themselves, but no. I have to sit there for three hours doing NOTHING. And I'm sitting at the desk and his wife comes over to put something in the middle drawer and I lean back so she can do that, and then the thing gets stuck and I shit you not, he says, "Want me to come over there and PLAY?" I was like, excuse me? I'm 22. This guy's like, in his 60's. That was a VERY inappropriate comment. He's always making sexual innuendos and crap because he apparently thinks it makes him seem "macho" or whatever, but it makes him look like a perverted asshole. Before today the comments he's made were never directed at me. And I was more than a tad upset despite the fact he did finally let me go home two hours early.
I am SO not gonna put up with that shit if he starts doing that. I'll tell him to go to hell and walk out in the middle of a work day before I'll deal with that on a regular basis EVER again.
*takes a deep breath* Okay. I'll be all right. I just need to find a new job.
So then later, I'm hoping he'll let me go home early since he and his wife are both there and don't need me to answer the phones because they are quite capable of doing that themselves, but no. I have to sit there for three hours doing NOTHING. And I'm sitting at the desk and his wife comes over to put something in the middle drawer and I lean back so she can do that, and then the thing gets stuck and I shit you not, he says, "Want me to come over there and PLAY?" I was like, excuse me? I'm 22. This guy's like, in his 60's. That was a VERY inappropriate comment. He's always making sexual innuendos and crap because he apparently thinks it makes him seem "macho" or whatever, but it makes him look like a perverted asshole. Before today the comments he's made were never directed at me. And I was more than a tad upset despite the fact he did finally let me go home two hours early.
I am SO not gonna put up with that shit if he starts doing that. I'll tell him to go to hell and walk out in the middle of a work day before I'll deal with that on a regular basis EVER again.
*takes a deep breath* Okay. I'll be all right. I just need to find a new job.
