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Aug. 22nd, 2003 09:13 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
xtremeroswelliaFeeling much better now. I popped in a CD and laid down on my bed to take a nap and realized I didn't feel like sleeping either. So I set up my easel and worked on a painting for about an hour...can I just say how very wonderful it is to paint when you're depressed? Something about the brush stroking across the canvas and seeing colors appear...it's truly therapuetic. Hadn't done it in about a year, I'm sad to admit.
So I'm not longer depressed, but I'm not exactly happy either, if that makes sense. I've started to realize that...my life has no real purpose. I get up, I go to school, I go to work, I write. That's it. That's all there is. Occasionally I go to my friend's house and hang out for like an hour, or I read. Is that all there is to life, though? I'm sure there are people out there who lead quite satisfying lives...what's their secret?
So I'm not longer depressed, but I'm not exactly happy either, if that makes sense. I've started to realize that...my life has no real purpose. I get up, I go to school, I go to work, I write. That's it. That's all there is. Occasionally I go to my friend's house and hang out for like an hour, or I read. Is that all there is to life, though? I'm sure there are people out there who lead quite satisfying lives...what's their secret?
