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For the past two weeks, I've been dreaming about my best friend from junior high, Lindsey. I haven't seen her since our high school graduation, and I haven't talked to her through email for at least...four years.

I woke up from yet another dream about her this morning. I dreamt we were still best friends, and that we were wandering around some building, trying to figure out how to get to the main stage because we were supposed to be giving a speech or something at some show.

So I got up out of bed, wondering why on earth I dreamt about Lindsey -again- and headed to get something to eat for breakfast. My mother was on the telephone, talking to someone (later I found out it was my sister) and I heard her mention Lindsey's last name. Naturally, I was a little freaked by this since I was just dreaming about her. So I listened, but couldn't figure out why she was talking about her. So I walked into the living room and asked why she was talking about Lindsey.

She looked up at me and I knew something was wrong. She told me that Lindsey's dad died Friday night. I stood there, stunned. I'm -still- stunned. My mom, sister and I are all going to the visitation tomorrow night.

Is -this- why I've been dreaming about her?

I really wish I had answers.
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So last night I dreamt that my best friend from jr. high was getting married, and had invited all of my current friends (none of whom she actually knows) but she didn't invite me. In the dream, one of my best friends, Lea, was telling me I could go to the wedding anyway and I was like..."I'm not going to some wedding I wasn't even invited to!" And she kinda shrugged and went into the church. It was very bizarre.

Oh, and if I have to read ONE more story where someone kills off Bosco or Faith, I'm going to scream! Damn, people, get a new idea, would ya? No offense to anyone who's written one, but I'm getting sick of reading them. My new plan is to just avoid them all together. No more death fics. Evil. It's spring, we should be happy.

I do NOT want to go back to school tomorrow. I haven't even started my homework for this week. Yeah, I'm a slacker. I just haven't felt like doing it. I'm graduating in May, and I just don't care about school anymore at this point. It's not like I'm taking any classes I actually really like. And Lea's wedding is June 21, so as maid of honor, I have to plan her wedding shower and throw it in early May, as well as all these assignments and worrying about graduation and all the family obligations I have coming up. And if ONE more person asks me what I'm going to do after I graduate, I'm either going to throttle the person or have a nervous breakdown.

*sighs* Okay. I'm better now.

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