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May. 15th, 2003 08:19 pmIt has been a -long- day. So I put in my cover letter/resume/references for that admission's counselor position at Millikin...probably won't get it, but I hope I do. I need a good job with health insurance so I can move out on my own.
SAAC training today was scheduled for 11 hours. I left after 7. All they had left today was watching videos (which I've seen multiple times) and role-playing, and I felt confident that Nick and Anna could handle that on their own. There were only 4 people going through the training anyway.
But I'm wore out after those 7 hours. I got my grades, and I'm officially going to be able to graduate (wasn't really too worried about flunking anything), and I actually did better than I thought I would in my hated history course.
So graduation is 3 days away. I really don't want to go. Can I just stay home and sleep instead? Please? You know, I think most people are happy about college graduation, and I am on some level. No more crappy useless papers to write, no more biology notecards to memorize. But for some reason I don't feel very happy. Actually I'm feeling rather depressed for whatever reason. Which I guess maybe that's normal too, but I don't like it.
*Sighs*
Have I mentioned that I'd like to move out? I love my parents and we get along well for the most part, but I'm just feeling the need to get a place of my own. I think I need to know that I can take care of myself. And I like the idea of not having to ask permission to use the telephone, the Internet, the car, etc, etc. And I really want a dog. And if I move out in the next few months, I'm going to go adopt that dog that I fell in love with at Homeward Bound named Honey. The golden lab/pit bull mix. She's such a sweet dog and she deserves to be in a nice home, not a small cage.
And I really do NOT want to keep working as a secretary at this same job I've been at for over three years now. It's boring, and I can't stand one of my bosses. I love the other one to bits, but...I don't know, I feel like it's sucking the lifeforce out of me. It's time to move on.
Whatever. I'm done rambling now.
SAAC training today was scheduled for 11 hours. I left after 7. All they had left today was watching videos (which I've seen multiple times) and role-playing, and I felt confident that Nick and Anna could handle that on their own. There were only 4 people going through the training anyway.
But I'm wore out after those 7 hours. I got my grades, and I'm officially going to be able to graduate (wasn't really too worried about flunking anything), and I actually did better than I thought I would in my hated history course.
So graduation is 3 days away. I really don't want to go. Can I just stay home and sleep instead? Please? You know, I think most people are happy about college graduation, and I am on some level. No more crappy useless papers to write, no more biology notecards to memorize. But for some reason I don't feel very happy. Actually I'm feeling rather depressed for whatever reason. Which I guess maybe that's normal too, but I don't like it.
*Sighs*
Have I mentioned that I'd like to move out? I love my parents and we get along well for the most part, but I'm just feeling the need to get a place of my own. I think I need to know that I can take care of myself. And I like the idea of not having to ask permission to use the telephone, the Internet, the car, etc, etc. And I really want a dog. And if I move out in the next few months, I'm going to go adopt that dog that I fell in love with at Homeward Bound named Honey. The golden lab/pit bull mix. She's such a sweet dog and she deserves to be in a nice home, not a small cage.
And I really do NOT want to keep working as a secretary at this same job I've been at for over three years now. It's boring, and I can't stand one of my bosses. I love the other one to bits, but...I don't know, I feel like it's sucking the lifeforce out of me. It's time to move on.
Whatever. I'm done rambling now.
